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Post 28

2008-10-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

Hi all, just gonna keep my post short as I have to get some rest & study already.

2 More weeks and I am finally free!!!!! Persevere & Succeed! I Believe I can succeed. My goals are L1R4=12 Points

So just came back from church and now blogging. TIRED~!

Cya

Post 27

2008-09-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

Today, Have nothing much to blog, sad day. All I know is my GrandMa will be very very happy in Heaven with God (:

To my beloved GrandMa, Rest In Peace. We will still have family reunion and all of us will be good.
I love you GrandMa. God Bless!

24 September 2008, 5.51pm. A day and time to remember always.

Post 26

2008-09-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hey all, SORRY FOR MY DEAD BLOG, or "DORMANT?"

Anyway, It's been a very long while, very busy with 'O' Levels, studying and worrying at the same time. Having many restrictions, stopping myself from doing this, doing that. But nevertheless I just want to thank God for his goodness that I am still doing well during this period, I don't really hope much for my prelims, cause i studied kind of LATE!!! But I want to do well for my 'O' Levels

Target: L1R4 - 14 Points, Anyway my course that I want cut-off point is 18 points,I still want to aim 14 just to be save. because SOOOOOO many smarty pants wants to go polytechnic nowadays!! Ridiculous lor, snatch our places, should ask them go JC lor, haha!

Anyway God has been good and i just want to pray that my Grandma can discharge from hospital soon. (:

God Bless you all!

Post 25

2008-06-10T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hii all, sorry for my "going to be dead" blog. I have been very busy last few MONTHS and have no time to blog, and i decided to blog today.

I just came back from Japan, Kyushu today, and i had a very enjoyable trip, made new friends, and have wonderful memories with them. Made new friends like Paul and some Japanese Students during the exchange program. I really enjoyed myself & bought some stuffs, and had a new vision! (:

I will post my photos on friendster & some very nice ones on my blog tomorrow. For now, i got to go for dinner with family. CYA~! (:

Post 24

2008-04-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

Hey all, sorry for my dead blog, buts its going back le..haha..

Today its a very sad day, in life..there is always happy and unhappy, and today something sad happen and i din go school..not because i dun wanna go, is i really can't go..Those closer to me will know why.

To my dearest uncle:
May God bless you wherever you go, and be blessed and accept the second chance. All the best!

It's April already and i haven't started revision..I think it's time to start now.. i dun wanna fail and disappoint people around me and especially my parents. I wanna work hard and make this life fruitful, a faithful servant of God, and never think of all the worries again. Father, please bless my family and grant us divine protection. Thank You

I should really start on the important things I should do. Cya soon~~! It's won't be dead le (:

Post 23

2008-03-10T11:36:00.002+08:00

Hi all sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time, kind of busy and a bit lazy la..lolls
Many things have happened, bad and good de also have..but I chose to ignore those bad ones..super waste of time la! And I think that not everybody can be trusted.. feel so stupid la. But I just wanna thank God for WAKING me up..haha..thats not so bad afterall.

So I just tightened my braces..doesnt hurt that much though..actually it doesnt even hurt, and now HOLIDAY, although its only 1 week..but better than nothing, its a fully pack holiday.

Today go watch movie with friends, Tuesday go Sentosa, Wednesday morning got course and night going my friend's chalet, Thursday got gathering and chalet also, Friday go camp(SIAO one la!)----until----Saturday 8.30 pm den out of camp, go home sleep, Then Sunday Church then go out with friends, after that tmr..School again =.=" But nvm at least got holiday (:

Alright ending my post, CYA~!

Post 22

2008-02-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hiie, today is a new week and everyone are going for camps and the school will be practically empty. Sec 1 got interaction camp, 2s got their own adventure camp, 3s got their OBS and sec 4s have some stupid motivational course...waste time... i dun mind if its Adam Khoo, but its some stupid company which teach some crap..and made us pay $140 for it?!? Nonsense right?? But anyway, we have a little fun though, super tired for the past weeks, dunno why..but just feel super drain until Sunday finally cant take it and super BIG eye bags pop up and i have to sleep. TIRED!

Hmms..things are still fine for me out there..still trying to study...want to chinog for 'O' Levels, and of course..still waiting (: Just hope the 1 day will come..May God bless me and forgive me for the mistakes I made, i dun mean it..Cya~!

Post 21

2008-02-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yo..today went to church and den met up with dom and joseph and we went to eat..haha..its was fun la...den after that we went to play LAN..super fun....and in the train i met Jeremy and Yuyao...haha...they are going to go shopping...sermon was great..haha!

Haiis...recently so many things happen..dunno wad i shd do...just wanna pray and seek help...SO confused....but i am going to make the right decision...and that is to WAIT...i no longer wanna regret for any wrong thing i do...

"All i want is just to be with you, nothing else matters. I just hope that u can trust me once again, give me a chance, be like how we use to chat and have fun."

Today is a great day...Thank God! (:

Post 20

2008-01-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hiie all..so long nvr post liao..sorry arhx..hmms..i will just post about my week lor..On monday..went to put seperators...not so pain la...but after that it starts to hurt..and it is irritating larhs! Everything also cannot eat...siian..life is so boring without food...haha!

Hmms..i am so worried about my o lvls now...afraid that i cant make it..but i tell myself... i can make it de!! Haha...hmms..tmr i am going to put my braces le...Good-bye FOOD!! =( Haha...haiis...so siian larh..this week...and there is BB Day.. and i am so nervous..but once i go up there to shout..it all felt better le...haha..not so tensed after all...haha! Hmm..learning to play the bass and electric guitar now....after that going to advance to drums... i only know basics..and that is so sad la...must save money...building-fund...GRAPHIC CARD!! ELECTRIC GUITAR!! ...BICYCLE!!!!! arghs!!..so many thing...haiis...nvm de..sure can one...by faith...but most important thing now..my studies...Phil3:14 "I press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Haha.. i can do it de...ALL e WAY! =)

Post 19

2008-01-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Haiis...school start le..new year has begin..which means 1 year stress, 1 year studies and 1 year MAJOR EXAM!! O levels so siian lor...very scared i cant pass...must work work WORK hard le...Target L1R4 is 10 points and below..dunno can make it mah..nono..shd say..I CAN make it de...but have to work hard lor...HAHA!

Hmm...1 week is almost passed.. i still hanging out with my close frens...haha..and i am not ready for it yet..so no distractions mah...i will wait derh! try my best...YEA!..haha...super tired this week...not enough sleep..haha..still got ppl call me PIG lor..dunno who is that hor! Lolls!..haha..anw..just hope that i can study well for my exams..and go into a course i want...i'm ending..CYA! ^^

Post 18

2007-12-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hiie all..sorry i have not been on update with my posts..but its going to be frequent again..

Hmms..today went to GEFC for their thanksgiving service...very fun though..many close friends, and we all enjoy ourselves...hmm although the P&W not as high as my church..but i do enjoy the warm feeling there though..haha..

So afer that we had lunch, then went to play LAN, then meet up with the rest to play pool..and den we were hungry...went to eat...den super tired le...den we are like going home le lor...but an enjoyable day though...den reached home...i straight away fell asleep on the sofa like a PIG..lolls! Den my dad woke me up..took a bath..den blogging..den now i am going to sleep..CYA! ^^

Post 17

2007-12-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hiie All..i'm back from camp already...and i really enjoyed myself during my stay at the camp..its actually a combine camp between kaleô/BB/GB..

At first.. i din really wanna go..i have been very tired with soooo many camps this 2 months of holidays..really kinda shack already..when i first reached there.. i dun really feel so bored..cos i know some of the ppl from kaleô already so its alright...but when i come this camp...i have become very close to them...haha..very close frens..so its good..and i got a breakthrough! Haha..

Some of the people might know what my breakthrough is but i wanna keep it in my heart..and i have encountered many things during this camp...but most importantly..its the frens i have became very close with..and i really did not regret coming to the camp at last! ^^ I really enjoyed the camp...& thursday i am going to another camp again..kaleô rocks! Haha!

Post 16

2007-12-07T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl..Sorry its been so long i never post anything..Been kinda busy nowadays..and i am rushing to camp already...so after my camp.. i will post about ALL the wonderful things i have done when i was "MIA" from blogging for so long.

Hmm...so what i have been busy with is just church stuff and schools...having A LOT of camps this whole month..Dang It! Haha..once i am back from this camp...will be posting more..CYA!

Post 15

2007-08-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

Wow! It's 12 days passed August and i havent been blogging...tsk! Hahas...

Hmms... On National Day..we went to raffles place to watch fire works...wow..its amazing...and we all are making a fool of ourselves...we are like " wah lao ehs..our 7% gst just shot up into the sky and gone...what is this?!?" Hahas...but its meant to be a joke larhs...my cell group members played with "mini" fire works after the big one..they couldnt get enough...and guess what...even those photographers took pictures of them playing... i mean...very nice mehs...hahas... And may God bless this nation ...Yea!

After thinking a long time... i felt that i havent gone over her...even sometimes there's a thinking suddenly popping to my head and tell me its impossible, but i still love her as much as ever ^^...somehow my heart was telling me ..."there will be a day" And guess what..today's her birthday! Hope she grows up to be a cheerful girl ^^ Hahas.. i wanna thank God for all he has done...even when he knows that i have sinned...he will always be good... i have to pray and stop sinning..its bad...doesn't mean God is loving.. i can take advantage.. i have to discipline myself...

May God bless me...God is forever so good! ^^

Post 14

2007-07-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm....a few more minutes to 1st of August...hahas....and i have a very very busy July...

NDP training...siianz...so tired lor...so much meetings....and events to do....And i havent done my IC and its like a month already!! ARGHS!! Hope there's no fine... i no money lor...i tmr wan to rush do le... i dun wan drag...makes me worry day by day...hahas....

And i finally "xiang tong" le...hahas...thats a secret only my close frens should know...i have been fretting over things that cant be meant to be...lolls...maybe im just looking at the wrong way....hahahas..=]

This is a short post...dun worry.. i will post more next time... kinda busy nowadays...hehe...Byes..=]

Post 13

2007-07-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

Woah! Today went to play bowling...played like 7 games...I'M MAD!! Lolls...but its was fun larhs...my score is like up and down...nvr consistent..hahas... and on sunday im gonna play again... i think Sunday will be my last game ler...otherwise i'm seriously BROKE...hahas...must start saving liaos...otherwise no money to survive...and STUDY hard to make my way to Sydney to study..need to Save and Study ler...the 2S =]

Haiis...on thursday...she finally went online ler..yea.. im so happy lor...=] But when we talk.... i suddenly said to her that is she trying to be sarcastic...i also dunno whats got into me...what did i say that to her for...i feel like a total JERK! =(

I love her so much and miss her...her laughter, her smiles...how could i say that?? What's wrong with me...how could i do that? I want to apologize to her and ask to forgive me...i dun wan her impression of me to change...never ever change...i really want her to be happy whenever she is talking to me...and not make her sad...I want her to be happy as long as she knows that I'm there...

"I'm not gonna say those kind of things to you ever again...I promise.."

I'm Sorry...

Post 12

2007-07-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hahas...today we went to play bowling. I played 8 games! That is like a lot lor...hahas.. im broke ler..."SAVE MONEY" campaign...otherwise even before august i will be broke..no more movies or anything...start saving!! Hahas...

I had an average score of 90+...finally broke a record of 100!!hahas... its like so cool larhs... i am beginning to improve on bowling ler...but must play lesser le.. cause must SAVE MONEY!!..hahas.. slowly lor..otherwise when go overseas study no money.. im in trouble...i also planning to go overseas with my fren...but doesnt need much big capital larhs...maybe m'sia only...a change of plans...hahas...

Haiis...its been days since she talked to me lor... im am a little sad larhs...kinda miss her...actually... i amm missing her everyday...lolls...just hope that she can talk to me again...i really miss her alot...i think she must be kinda busy tis few days bah...or is she ignoring me? But why would she ignore me? I must be thinking too much larhs...hahas.. shes busy bah.. =]

Post 11

2007-07-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm... 2007 is coming to an end very very soon...looks like my fren is right...sec 3 life seems very short...and i am only 10 wks left to my goal ler...to at least pass all my subjects first...i believe i can do it as long i study hard...God will give me a way! Yea !

Yes! Finally my CCA and cell group will not clash ler...my cg is soon going to be on friday night..woohoo! Shiok! I dun have to worry ler...Hmm...e426 is really a wonderful family...they are always supporting me and prying for me....but now for me i really need to pray bout relationship matters le...that God will support me... And i will also excel in everything i do..especially SCHOOL WORK!! Hahas..I can do it derhs!! = P

Post 10

2007-07-02T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm... ppl ask me wad is my life time goal...and is really life time...sometimes..truthfully.. i tell them i dunno...i do wanna go overseas and study in university...i noe its possible...but is that really just what i want to achieve in my life???

Somehow i always felt stuck when people ask me this question... i dun really noe how to answer them... I mean...some of them know that i want to be with someone...but sometimes.. i think tat tats a very impossible thinking...but with God..nothing is impossible... i dunno which is right...but i chose to follow God's path for me...God has many path for me but the path has no end... i will have to make the ending...i will choose a path for myself...I do really want to be with her...But i have to get my facts right..."studies first"!!

I've not been talking to her for days...and i am beginning to feel a little sad...and i just got a news from my aunt that i might have gone overboard..tats what i think bah...so maybe i shd just talk to her lesser bah... i do not wanna get myself into trouble...its pretty miserable i can say bah...i do not wanna be blacklisted...but the thing is...i am felt that i am drifting further and further alredi....its alredi far enuf... i dun wanna go any further...i just hope tat i am doing the right thing...God will help me and i really want it to happen this way.

Post 9

2007-07-01T10:10:00.000+08:00

Woah...on the last day of June...i had a great time with my frens...

We went to sim lim square to look for games...the things there are so cheap lor...i was looking for Warcraft DotA...and i only saw battle chest which was $70?!?! I could not bring myself to buy it...den go to sim lim square and just bought the expansion for $30..phew!..at least saved $40 lors...hahas...

After that..we wanted to catch a movie at Vivo city...and tickets were all sold OUT...so we dun wanna watch anymore...and decided to go to marina south and play BOWLING!...hahas...after that...we went to a steam boat restaurant..which was nearby...and me and 2 frens of mine ate ALOT...hahas.. we really enjoyed ourselves...= )...hahas

Post 8

2007-06-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

Woah!!...sch finally start lers...stress is coming up...but i shall not worry...for he is with me..hahas..my frens will support me and my family and my fellow couzs'...

Today Go school already got scolded..lolls...aiya..cant blame la...nvr do my work mah...how can nvr get scolded....but tis will not go on ler... MUST WORK HARD!!..L1R5 ---->10...issit possible??....i am sure its possible...its all whether i wanna do it not....i wanna do it...saying is easy but not doing it... praying everyday and asking God open doors for me..hahas...haf to work hard le...cannot slack anymore... i wan to show ppl tis end of yr results i can get very good marks...no more playing...hahas...= )

Post 7

2007-06-19T21:25:00.001+08:00

Haiis...a few more days school will be starting le. Its gonne be another boring semester as i work hard towards my goal...i wanna study hard.. it may be tough.. but it can be done...still haf school homework to do and more meetings coming up.

Now we are currently having an event of CIP...having a lot of meetings...and my hilary challenge...at first i thought it was fun..but it is actually wasting time... bcos of it...it caused me to missed some of de important events of my cca...and also may cause me to lose my founder's man aim...dunno why the teacher put me to it... tis is a seriously seriously very busy week...although sch is starting soon... get use to its life again and it will be fine..May God strengthen me spiritually and physically tat i may study hard....dun let temptations get me..= )

School is starting...events and time management...WHY DOES MY CG AND CCA STUCK IN TIME ALWAYS??WHICH SHD I GO??i wanna go cell grp....but i also dun wanna disappoint my officers....they put me tuh tis position i haf to stick my butt in it... hope tat God can find some incidents tat may separate my CG and CCA timings....tats is what i am most worried about...Events... i am de head..i haf to be dere..."God.. u gave me the chance to be de head...pls allow me to go to CG and CCA tat i may nvr miss them"

Seriously...dere are many worries tat are stuck in my head...but i only haf to care bout the "8%" of them...as my "brother" told me tat...hahas... will pray hard... hehe = )

Post 6

2007-06-15T13:53:00.001+08:00

Hahas..soon there is going to be a challenge le...and we are all busying preparing it...hahas.. its gonna be fun...cant wait till it...but at the same time..it will also be tiring...Alamak...how can?...but tell myself.."just 1 shot finish de whole thing and tats it..." haiis...holidays are coming to and END le..so sad...

Actually i thought through it... if someone can make u give all ur best...why not?..i mean.. its better than u not doing a single thing mah...it may sound a little funny...yes...but look at it another angle...it might be a good thing...and MAR..it wun be a habit...hahas.. u noe why?..cos she will be de only one who will make me do tat...hahas...hope u understand?? hahas..

Post 5

2007-06-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Alamak...tis is a very "nice" wk i haf....lets see...hmms.. my comp broke down...haf a couple of meetings and running all de way to ang moh kio and back....hmms..so tiring...Grr...wan to do my homework also cant...and haf been thinking bout my plans...

Lets see...L1R5--->12 points.. haf to work really really really very hard le!...and after jc...haf to go army until i am 21 den am able to go to sydney university...alamak..thinking of going there so late is alredi so worrying...still wan migrate there..need to buy house...need alot money..still haf to work..haiis.. muz really pray hard and work hard le...hahas...hmms.. but i am willing to try...cos with "him"..nothing is impossible..hahas..

And my comp broke down on monday night...snap!...nxt day immediately sent it for repair and found out tat my mother board crashed?!... luckily its still under warranty..saved $90...but haf to make a terrible LONG trip to ang moh kio jus to get a new one...but its worth it la..and when i changed it..came back to the shop...the uncle fixed it and charged it for $30...and i haf to carry the whole cpu back to my home..by the time i reached home.. i am sooooo tired la...muscles aching lyk mad!....but at least i saved $90 hahas...isnt it a very "NICE" wk i haf??

Post 4

2007-06-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hahas.. guys.. on june 9..2007..after cell group..we went to food court at century square...we fellowship there...and we watch some stupid videos which are so funny..filmed by our very own..E426!..yea!..den suddenlly..james filmed another stupid video bout.." GATSBY!"..hahas.. heres the video.. u guys shd watch it..its really damn funny la!..hahas..

Post 3

2007-06-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hahas.. i haf flown from brisbane to sydney...in my mind.. i was lyk..omg!...sydney will be so boring...shopping mus be..other den some tours around the sydney...i kept thinking it was boring... on my night dere in sydney..after off the plane...my aunt dunno tell me what her neighbour daughter only 14 lehs..younger than me by 1 yr...but i dun care at den...my couz ex-neighbour came and visit us..they haf migrated to sydney...den they are lyk planning and telling us all bout sydney...den tis is when i started to haf my fun...i met my couz neighbour...a 14 yr old gal... i did not haf much intrest when i jus met her.. i mean.. aiya...hu cares...but as we chatted.. i find her more intresting...and den we played together there...hahas.. looks like my days in sydney are not tat boring afterall....until...my last day there... i felt so sad...i am leaving tis place..in fact HER!..felt tat i haf fallen in lurve with her alredi...and my mind was.." i haf to meet her again ..1 day... study hard and make my way to sydney university...i wan to live dere!"...i had tears in my eyes on my way back on de plane...i will pray and ask God to open doors for me...hahas.. i will work very very HARD!..= )

Post 2

2007-06-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

My 5 days in gold coast are so fun... i went to diff worlds[meaning all the theme parks la] and had the wild of my life...when im in gold coast.. i still felt i shd not haf come.. i wanna stay in singapore for emerge and CTC camp...i mean..come on...aus is nothing...i can come again in de future....singapore is better..NVR better... but nevertheless i still enjoyed myself there...went shopping...and enjoy time with my family...my couz..hahas.. its an enjoyable trip..but my mind when in gold coast is still lyk" shd be in singapore!"..hahas..

Post 1

2007-06-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

My first day of blog...hahas.. next time den i will start blogging my fun times..yea!hahas..= )